hate it when.. *meal edition*

 so here goes the brief update, Woke up late and missed the school van 2 days straight which meant I skipped school.Was supposed to go to school on Saturday, and instead went to Melaka with second sister. Was fun, but now my eldest sister is mad at me, hate it when people get mad at me.Especially so mad that the person doesn't even talk to you and ignore you.The worst thing is I have no idea how I'm going to ask her to fetch me from school for staybacks and tuition.. I'm doomed.. She's been ignoring me for a couple of days. Anyways, uh.. will update bout melaka when I have time *feel like it*

  Lets see...
Hate it when ...
1.People see food still on your dish and assume you don't want it and being picky.
2.People rushing you to eat this and that and thinks you are being picky, i mean whats the rush?!
   shoutouts to the aunties out there..
DON'T RUSH ME! 
I WILL EAT AND LICK THE PLATE CLEAN AND I AM NOT PICKY LIKE THOSE FELLA'S ! I KNOW YOU CAN STILL SEE FOOD ON THE PLATE! I SEE IT TOO! SO STOP ASKING ME TO EAT THIS AND THAT AND ASSUME I'M PICKY WHEN I REFUSE TO EAT THE FISH'S EYE!!
3.Please.. don't make me talk while I'm eating.Hate to talk while I'm eating, especially meals like dinner. *I don't want to accidentally bite my tongue,choke myself and spitting food everywhere,and its actually chinese manners and tradition,No talking when having meal.*
4.People asking you to get something resulting you to get your ass off the dining table with half eaten rice. *depends on circumstances*
5.Yes, I eat with chopsticks and a bowl.Don't force me to use my hand even though its camp, I brought my chopsticks and bowl myself for a reason.And yes, I know how to eat using hands but the queue to wash hands is just so damn long, why take so long when washing chopsticks are so much more easier? Another thing, I always forget to cut my nails.. so you get the picture,Unless its roti canai ,burger, chicken wing and etc, I am not gonna use my hands ;P!!

or this situation xD

what happened was ... The wall attacked me the other day~
ok fine, i ran into the wall and hurt myself, my face is now bruised.. again. Funny how I don't give a damn about my face when my friends start nagging me and asking me to take care of my face and plaster it,fix it and even see the doctor. They sound like they are scared that no one would wanna marry me if i had a scar on my face xD. Ironic right?
  It really wasn't a big deal, I mean .. since i crashed on the road before, I've experienced greater damage and even though this hurts too, the one before was way more extreme than this one. One side of my face is now slightly swollen and blueblack . So some of my friends asked me funny questions xD

friend:Does it hurt when u eat?
me:of course it hurts xP , but still have to eat to live xD same theory as being disturbed by a ghost, still have to sleep no matter what.

 well, I'm popular for being accident proned anyway~ when I told my teachers and friends I ran into a wall and bruised myself, their reaction = O.O .. AGAIN?!?
 hahahhahahahahah~ yes, again.this time.. its the wall.Not the road.

 I had this friend that started predicting what stupid stuff that i would do when i get pregnant or become a mom, which reminds me.. how am i gonna explain how i got all the scars to my kids? xD hahaha~ should be fun x)
 * just now, as i was typing this. The power supply in the house got cut off.Lol, wonder why =/

major life crisis to be continued..

   If you read my previous post -major life crisis- , this is the after part. For those who didn't, check it out if interested and it is a true story.
   so.. after that incident where a ghost disturbed me.Here comes the after part which just happened recently....

  I slept at 5 am that day since it was merdeka holiday, after surrendering to my tired eyes, I finally placed my phone down and went to sleep.What happened was that I was dreaming soon after, I forgot what happened in the dream but there was this one thing that couldn't get out of my head... I remember in front of me(in the dream) stood a girl and my eldest sister. As i looked from my eldest sister to the girl, I quickly saw the resemblance in the eyes and how she looked just like family. She had short and curly hair, fair skin, and had a small build like one of my sisters and she looked not older than her twenties.Heck, she looked younger than me. But the thing was.. she avoided eye contact with me as i stood there staring at her. By the time our eyes met, i woke up.

  But wait, it's not over yet.. Being wide awake with my eyes closed. I felt a cold chill run down my veins and I shuddered as i felt an eery feeling/sound at my ears , goosebumps were popping out like popcorns in microwave and before I knew it.. I heard a cat's growl, and what happened next was i felt two strikes of cold wind being flung at my direction.It repeated, the growl and the wind. The wind felt like it was flung at me by some cats paw or unknown object, It was COLD.
  I prayed..prayed...and prayed.. finally.. it was gone.. I woke up at 7 am.Which meant i just slept for 2 hours, I didn't feel like sleeping so I went for a jog. I couldn't seem to shrug off the feeling and felt its presence still being next to me as i jogged.

  What i did was i started talking to it/them(I.AM.NOT.INSANE.), i figured they should be my ancestors or family members since the girl i saw in the dream looked like family and they never did any harm to me except for playing pranks. I felt the presence go away as i started saying stuff that makes them happy and that there's no point disturbing me since I can't do anything. I went home after the jog and went to sleep after i showered, I figured sleep was more important xD

 So off to sleep, after i woke up .. which was around 1pm (hahaha~) , I told my sister what happened. My sister's comment: wah...so dramatic..sounds like a story leh!!
me: -.-" .. haha..hahahha... *starts laughing like mad since its true xD*

My sis called mom and told her, well yep..
Mom called me in the evening and told me she found out who they were and what they wanted as she went to ask god *according to her*
 Mom told me she had two miscarriage, one was after my older brother and one was after me. One was before me and another was after me, and there was another person--my cousin which should be 29 by now. Three of them apparently wanted nothing from me, they just wanted to play. And apparently, (from my last post i mentioned i was more ying), which made me the target of being their playmate.
If i calculate it.. they should be 29, 26 and 15 years old by now. Which somehow made what the shifu i went to correct, The shifu told me that it was 2 adults, and a kid. Well, since they are my siblings in someway, mom told me to ask them to go follow  the earth god we have at home as they refused to follow my ancestors . I have no idea what is going to happen next :P But i'm grateful that the gods heard my prayer *think they did :D*
 
Whats next? who knows? wish me luck xD