Kick start to life chapter 3 : Days as a form 6 student

  Just how many chapters do I need to kick start my life? honestly? I don't know. (>_<)

    Anyways, I gave form 6 a try since it was my back up plan just in case I didn't get matrikulasi rayuan. The results should be out soon and hopefully I get in since I'd have to drop form 6 eventually due to some problems with the time consuming-ness.  Basically form 6 was just a back up plan for me just in case anything back fired on me and yes, another means to get me to start studying so I'd get the knack of it.
   
    Since I figured that I'd would most probably just be in form 6 for a brief amount of time, I decided beforehand that I would remain ... invisible (if you get what I mean) for the upcoming orientation week and such. I planned to keep a low profile and just.. not stand out as much as I can . (since it's troublesome) But guess what? The plan BACKFIRED. 
   
  Gawd I would've thought I'd be able to get away unscathed and free from all the posts (jawatan-jawatan) , but thanks to my bunch of friends (King's scout comrades and dearest former classmates) and my loudmouth... I was basically the girl with the apple on her head whenever it came down to shooting random names to run for all those posts and jobs. It turned out that my loudmouth and ability to laugh at myself whilst making fun of myself made me .. less invisible and stand out more than I planned to. Heck maybe I'm a people person after all, but honestly I suck when it comes to huge groups of people.

    And yes, not to mention sometimes I just don't know how to shake off parasites (if you know how I feel about parasites, I feel your pain bro ). I'm so sorry but learning from past experience has made me more aware of people who may end up being parasites, me being nice does not equal to you taking advantage of my seemingly foolishness. And yet again, a note to all of you.

"Removing someone toxic from your life does not mean you hate them (maybe you do) , it simple means you respect yourself enough to do so."

By the way, did I mention that this is the first time in 5 years of high school that I wore a baju kurung school uniform?  Wanna know how it feels? 

It feels like.. A DRAG. This darn thing is so hard to walk in and I almost tripped while over estimating how big of a stride my baju kurung allowed me to take. The bright side? No matter how I sit, I still look lady like (doubt so but at least I can sit comfortably without worrying about exposing my down under)

And this.. is my class.. 

   All in all, I found out.. I can't seem to keep a low profile after all. lol. My classmates told me they noticed me from day 1 due to god knows what. I'm guessing it's my loud mouth and lame jokes but who knows? awkward people are more approachable after all. I met lots of people (duh) , they were so NAISE. Like really nice.Of course they say I'm nice too (show me the stairway to heaven ,hahhaha) But haha, can't help to see how much of a failure I am. I wanna be mean but nooo, I had to be all nice and friendly even to those who hold the threat of taking advantage of me. GREAT LA. JUST GREAT.