Self review

  After spending some time reading my old posts, I'm surprised to say that I was quite shocked at the vast contrast of the posts from when I started blogging to my current ones. Not only from the changes in writing style but the general feel of me as person from my words alone had changed. I felt like I just met my younger self through the old posts and what I saw was the exact reflection of the type of people I had come to disapprove of as I grew older. I mean it's nothing serious but ... damn I was such a child. (HAHAHAHAHAHA) 

    Thank goodness I grew out of it though, like really my old posts were filled with ^^ and (._.) . Truth to be told I would've deleted all of my old posts to hide proof of my past self if it weren't for the fact that I was really in my early teens. In Malaysia I suppose you would call it the typical LA-LA phase for a teenage girl. The inevitable phase where you shamelessly follow bad fashion trends and become one of those nasty girls just because. (Nasty is a bit of an over the top exaggeration, but from the perspective of a person who got bullied by a certain group, it'll suffice) Another shout out to my old self for getting over that particular phase quick enough, I mean it lasted for me for about.. 3 days to a week?  Not bad really. I mean, it could've been worse. (I might've gone off prancing bout with lala hairstyle forever. Who would've known?) 

   But all in all, I've grown wiser AND smarter too. (hahaha cut me some slack I can praise myself once in a while now can't I? )  I can say that both the former and the latter were mostly attained ever since I joined STPM. STPM really did had a hand in making me feel much more vulnerable than I've ever been before but tougher than ever when it comes to being responsible for myself. Needless to say we learn many many things in STPM (famously branded for having a broad ranged syllabus) , Solving tough maths and chemistry questions continuously for a period of time really conditions one's brain to function much much more differently and dare I say much more efficient.

Need proof?
 Look at the difference between science teachers and language teachers when it comes to delivering a message to the students. Usually the science teachers would cut off all the nonsense and get straight to the point while the language teachers would go on and on and on with an occasional update on her life and on and on and on and maybe insert a nice poem here or a quote there. See the vast contrast?

 P.S - if you're looking for posts from my lala phase, Don't even bother to try because they're in another blog which I sort of abandoned ever since I transferred school.