Kick start to life chapter 3 : Days as a form 6 student

  Just how many chapters do I need to kick start my life? honestly? I don't know. (>_<)

    Anyways, I gave form 6 a try since it was my back up plan just in case I didn't get matrikulasi rayuan. The results should be out soon and hopefully I get in since I'd have to drop form 6 eventually due to some problems with the time consuming-ness.  Basically form 6 was just a back up plan for me just in case anything back fired on me and yes, another means to get me to start studying so I'd get the knack of it.
   
    Since I figured that I'd would most probably just be in form 6 for a brief amount of time, I decided beforehand that I would remain ... invisible (if you get what I mean) for the upcoming orientation week and such. I planned to keep a low profile and just.. not stand out as much as I can . (since it's troublesome) But guess what? The plan BACKFIRED. 
   
  Gawd I would've thought I'd be able to get away unscathed and free from all the posts (jawatan-jawatan) , but thanks to my bunch of friends (King's scout comrades and dearest former classmates) and my loudmouth... I was basically the girl with the apple on her head whenever it came down to shooting random names to run for all those posts and jobs. It turned out that my loudmouth and ability to laugh at myself whilst making fun of myself made me .. less invisible and stand out more than I planned to. Heck maybe I'm a people person after all, but honestly I suck when it comes to huge groups of people.

    And yes, not to mention sometimes I just don't know how to shake off parasites (if you know how I feel about parasites, I feel your pain bro ). I'm so sorry but learning from past experience has made me more aware of people who may end up being parasites, me being nice does not equal to you taking advantage of my seemingly foolishness. And yet again, a note to all of you.

"Removing someone toxic from your life does not mean you hate them (maybe you do) , it simple means you respect yourself enough to do so."

By the way, did I mention that this is the first time in 5 years of high school that I wore a baju kurung school uniform?  Wanna know how it feels? 

It feels like.. A DRAG. This darn thing is so hard to walk in and I almost tripped while over estimating how big of a stride my baju kurung allowed me to take. The bright side? No matter how I sit, I still look lady like (doubt so but at least I can sit comfortably without worrying about exposing my down under)

And this.. is my class.. 

   All in all, I found out.. I can't seem to keep a low profile after all. lol. My classmates told me they noticed me from day 1 due to god knows what. I'm guessing it's my loud mouth and lame jokes but who knows? awkward people are more approachable after all. I met lots of people (duh) , they were so NAISE. Like really nice.Of course they say I'm nice too (show me the stairway to heaven ,hahhaha) But haha, can't help to see how much of a failure I am. I wanna be mean but nooo, I had to be all nice and friendly even to those who hold the threat of taking advantage of me. GREAT LA. JUST GREAT. 

Mandarin

But first, a quick update on life -

  Finally got to sleep in after such a long time. Wanted to take a nap after work yesterday , and guess what? It didn't happen cuz my sis lost her wedding ring. Tragic isn't it? 
   I swear it was so darn scary cuz she was tearing up ._. She said she might've lost it in a shopping mall, without further ado I rushed upstairs like a ninja and changed while chanting a somewhat mantra :"a sad sister is not a good sign. a tearing up sister is bad. " Don't know where the "mantra" came from but yeah, lol.   So after searching for it all over the house and shopping mall like a mad man. We finally .. gave up. lol. Good news?  her friend found it. (thank god now I can finally sleep T^T)
    Ughh.. Hell I swear I am gonna put a padlock and chain on my future wedding ring just to save all the trouble -_-


Moving on... the title--  CHINESE Mandarin.
I didn't realize how much I missed reading mandarin words until lately. weird huh? Sure I complain about it being a god darned hard subject all the time (but it is ._.)  But truth to be told, it is honestly a beautiful language . Just the fact that mat salleh's put it in a way that says that :"how it is written has nothing to do at all with how it sounds ." just make it so.. sacred. 

  Sure it took 6 years for us to learn word by word but there's no other language like it . Proud of being chinese? maybe. Proud of the chinese art and culture? definitely.

 fun fact: did you know you can forget how to write mandarin words even if you remember how to read it? yep. true story. 

Outing with them colleagues :)

  After work we decided to go Sunway for movie :D Of course anyone with a sane mind wouldn't wear an old town uniform for their outing so we changed. MUAHAHAHA ((no more kai syn the waitress but kai syn the *i'm-goin-out-if-you-stop-me-i'm-gonna-bitch-talk-you* )

  lol, so.. before the movie we had like an hour plus to spare...
So.. We went shopping x)
  Hahaha, first time shopping with a guy, strangely it was fun *and yes somewhat awkward at first*(Yang sern was beside me when I was picking out a skirt ._. , but haha, he gave great suggestions :D) . He has something I don't -- fashion sense. So thanks a bunch dude ! :D Not to mention awesome Carrie who somehow can spot sales or cheap stuff at a glance. (This is what you call SKILLS  man!) So yep, for someone who shops once in a blue moon, I can't believe I managed to buy clothes D: like OMG SIA. HAHAHA.

oKAY , nuf with the girl talk. 

CAPTAIN AMERICA. (the movie, duh :P) WAS AWESOME.
Major reason? (on my perpective laa)
Chris evans *fan girls squels-drools-faints*
Of course the plot was like equally awesome (it's marvel, whuddoya expect?)

What's funny?
When Steve Rogers aka Captain America aka Chris Evans enters the screen... (his chest man.. his chest! even though he's a fossil , he's hawt sia)
  I swear I heard the whole cinema just let out a breath of admiration with me (yes girls, you know who you are xD) Like lol. how do I put it? instant orgasm? okay lol no, that sounds too wrong. hahahha.
But YEP. He's hawt. (totally sorry if you want a complete movie review but hahaha, my hormones took over ) 

oH YeaH, one thing. I didn't get why black widow and captain america didn't just get together (will they eventually? x) ) . lol, first kiss since 1945 sia.. ngaww he's first kiss -since 1945-  GONE.
lol moving on.. Oh yeah, I wanted to cry so baddd when he was talking to peggy T^T .
 
Other than that... oh yeah, Nick Fury's car has a god darned sense of humor sia. Not to mention long lasting air conditioning xD  emm.. lol. If I were to review every part i'd just say.. overall.. it was just too awesome that I can't find words to describe it. Thank god I watched the first captain america (yes, else I'd be lost about HYDRA, BUCKY and all that)

  Oh yeah, check out James arthur 's songs :')
It..it touches your soul (like literally T^T) yet again, thanks yang sern for the ride home and playing james arthur's songs in your car.

Life's good right now :) Just great in fact. I'm gonna miss my classmate turned colleagues ..  (T^T)

You guys light up my world :D