Random rant on Moral

 Yes,I'm still having exam -.- .... I have stupid stupid stupid moral exam tomorrow Dx
       Why on earth do we learn moral anyway? I'd rather learn something bout buddhism or do bible study -.- ,freaking moral .. waste of time...  We are needed to remember 36 moral values exactly word by word for our exam. One lil' mistake i.e misplace of words,using own words,and incomplete sentence would lead to lost of god knows how many marks -.-
     First of all, Why must we memorize it word by word?
Is it a spell? An incantation? Does the magic go wrong if I mispronounce let alone twist it around with the same meaning? I'm sorry, I never knew that moral values are such powerful spells whereby a missing word can bring upon tragedy. I'm looking forward to use the spells on some drug addict or burglar, maybe it'll turn them into pure souls with angel's heart with a halo on top.

    Next,36 moral values?*(Q:you kidding me? A:NO :P)
I wonder who set it to be 36 , If I know I'm either gonna lock the person up and ask him/her to recite all 36 moral values precisely without any flaws or chop them -.- . Bastard... do you know how tiring it is to take science stream where you have loads of subjects that require memorizing like biology and history. Some more have to squeeze moral into our packed brains, oh gee.. um.. what can I say? THANKS ALOT.
  Does it make me a better person? 
So far, I think moral subject is actually intended for people who don't abide school laws, gangster and those people who always skip class wan lorh. Maybe having us remembering moral values can brain wash us but one problem, the ones that are not well behaved will most probably skip class, leaving the well behaved good pupils in class stressing out and taking the blame. If this is a tactic the gov. use to brain wash us, obviously they aren't succeeding .On the other hand, they made us more frustrated and rebellious. Does it make me a better person? well,NO. even if i have all these moral values in my head, it doesn't mean that I'll follow it much less think about it.
  lol, back to memorizing my incantations and spells -.- , some day I'm gonna walk up an authority and just say...
"sebagai pihak berkuasa, anda perlulah mengamalkan nilai ........, nilai ......... bermaksud ..................... .Contohnya,Anda bolehlah ........................................ Ini akan mendatangkan pelbagai faedah kepada masyarakat."
    lol, lets see if the spell works xP, Too bad the spells are in bahasa, else I would've mastered it long time ago >.< . Anyways, I'm going for my first aid camp this friday, wish me luck for the test :') lol, wonder if I'll pass CPR xD  Anyways, back to cramming the spells into my head XP.

YOLO #SoNotWorthIt

Recently YOLO has been a trend everywhere,and has been a topic between me and a good friend of mine.If you don't know YOLO...

You
Only
Live
Once
            okay, lets get to the point. First off, I don't really fancy using YOLO as an excuse to do all those stupid stuff. For example,
   

see what I mean? YOLO shouldn't be used as an excuse to do all those stupid stuff.
                                                       
           
    And there you have it, I mean seriously? You only live once, so do something stupid and end your life earlier with no regrets.Take drugs because they make you feel good, smoke because its cool, run away from home because your mom is annoying, skip school because you're to cool for it and make your loved ones wait for you at home while you go out and party all night since partying is more important.
    -.- ... THE HECK WITH ALL THAT! doing all those stupid stuff, is it worth it? By doing all those stuff, you just placed one leg inside you grave.I don't care if you die, but your loved ones would. You die earlier and leave them behind, who's gonna take care of them? Talk about YOLO some more .. whats your excuse this time? you only live once,so let others worry about you?
   Think it throughly before you say YOLO, you only live once?
                   
                                 you live EVERYDAY, you only die ONCE.
now isn't that a whole different perspective?! shift your paradigm and change your glasses.The world is a better place when you do.instead... HAKUNAMATATA!!!!!! it means no worries :D

    YOLO should be like this

Coming soon..

  When  I have time, I'll share about tips and advices for scouts expedition camp(kem expedisi pengakap) if you are going for king scouts, if not, maybe it can help you if you are going for an expedition.I will share my experience, do's and don'ts ,what to prepare and stuff to pack. I went for the state expedition camp a few months ago and wish to share it with other people since going for an expedition without preparation can literally kill you. Like LITERALLY KILL YOU. 
  But chill, ^^ its fun :)
Tips and Advices for expedition camp -scouts      COMING SOON *jeng jeng jeng jeng!!!*

Should be studying but..

I know I wrote the fact that I would be studying but.. Well yeah~ didn't feel like studying and you know :P
I've always been the type who is too lazy to study but couldn't afford to fail, Being Chinese , of course I have other ways on getting better grades. And it's not copying :P well anyways, I've got some "connections" to get what I need.
Just finished calling an old friend , was discussing bout add Maths. Been a long time since I talked to him,more like heard his voice. Well, I didn't really feel like talking since old memories start popping out but yeah , old acquaintances ~ never fail to make u smile because of a stupid thing. it's funny how the feeling of a person can feel like a best friend and stranger at the same time.. =\
He asked me how come I sound so ..dead/lifeless. , well umm..
Dude.. When you're at home there's no need to be all hyped up. That is just for show in front of other people, once you're alone you don't have to be so energetic anymore.
It's funny.. So he asked. How's Maths..
Me: fine.. I guess.. Ok .. It's not fine..
Him:why??
Me: you know me la.. Since primary school I suck at Maths..
Him: ...
Well there u have it, a re-cap of my now ex-bestfriend I guess.. I don't think we've ever been best friends anyway< only seeking each other for advantages. It's more of a business partnership I guess, when a deal is done nothing else matters anymore and everyone heads home without another word.

Doomsday (exam)

 This is like sort of the last update before I unwillingly click into exam mode ._. yeah... unwillingly.. shut down the laptop ...turn off the phone ...
    This exam is actually quite important to me , If I manage to score... It'll be easier for me to go for all the scout camps that i dread to go ^^ But first I must show that I am capable of handling my studies.. ugh.. I'm panicking about my chemistry and physics.. For someone who is more of a major in reading subjects person...All these counting counting stuff is really a pain in the neck >.<

  So what I'm gonna do now is .. study like a chinese -.- .. lol.. yep .. study like a CHINESE.
Which means study smart and study like a dog, Last minute studying leaves me no choice =/ Anyways, studying like a chinese means no doing stupid extra work for useless stuff.My own chinese way of studying..*for last minute studies,might post the long term way after exam* 
       Haven't studied no shyt bout the chapter? no worries~ take a chill pill .
solution:
1.Bring out all the revision books and reference books you have according to subject, stack them together.

2.Get a reference book, Read through the summary of the chapter.Then do the questions related to the chapter.Its okay if you haven't studied bout the chapter in detail before :P Using the information you get from the summary, do the questions.

3.Of course you will have lots of mistakes, After you correct your answers, Look at what you got wrong and study about it in detail.LEARN.

4.Continue doing questions on other books or exercises too, The questions will usually just go round and round repeating itself but in a different form every time. In no time you'll master the questions and get a hint on what the topic is about.

5.If you have past year questions ,even better. Just analyze ;P
  Those questions won't really go too far :P

The above is just for your information :P Not proved by scientist or what so ever xP
So far I've survived malaysian high school exam with the following methods :P
works for me.. oh yeah, one more thing, Certain stuffs that are required to be memorized like charts,series and formulas .. Memorize it. Its not impossible, I think the trick is to replay the info's in your head for like.. a couple of dozen times would d the trick for a short term memory storage.
anyways, wish me luck.GTG T^T... 

this is why I do questions instead..

Just a thought : Love me Not

  Here it goes...
Carries out daily routine of reading newspaper while having lunch..Reads the small sections since all the others are lame stories bout how our country is improving and what not . Those interesting things you learn from newspaper, from medicine,jobs,politics,sex ed and etc. Not to mention the reality part of life. And yet some stuff still upsets me.. Like how animals are treated, the lifestyles certain people lead, the mind sets of older generations, the crimes and other stuff.

   love me not..("Love and Such Is Not Necessary") 
The first thing I see when I spread the newspaper out to read...A self shot pic (camwhore -.-) of a girl. What's the caption? None other than
                 [mother begs that daughter comes home after being missing for 2 days or so and is said to be last seen with some guys in a car.]
  The detailed article has a picture of the mom holding the daughter's self shot picture crying and pleading the daughter to come home safely. I find this.. very very.. disturbing and sad. If I were the mother, I wouldn't even have the guts to say that the person in the self shot picture with duck face,contact lenses,make up and what not is my 13 year old daughter.And the next day, An article would be published and the title would be [runaway girl back home at last] I mean..
     
  GIRL!!GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF! THAT PERSON, YES THAT PERSON ON THE COVER OF THE NEWSPAPER, THE ONE HOLDING YOUR PICTURE AND SOBBING, FOR GODS SAKE.. THAT PERSON.. IS YOUR GOD DAMNED MOTHER ! D: .. 
Don't you feel ashamed? Aren't you the least bit considerate? I know family gives you pressure and all those shytty stuff but still.. running away with a few gangster guys aren't going to help you.I know you want OUT , getting a boyfriend and running away doesn't solve the problem.

   My brother used to compare me to some of the sisters of his friends and even asked me stupid questions like whether or not I'll run away and all that. I'll just stare at my bro in the eyes and say.. what  in the world makes you think your sister is that dumb? I mean.. HELLLLLLLO??? even if ,IF . I were to get a boyfriend, He wouldn't be those friggin' assholes xP . And besides, The LIM family strictly made it clear about no dating till I graduate from high school. -.- ...
       
     Ahh.. which means.. I need to find my own source of entertainment when everyone else is in a relationship . Anyways,I'm doing well entertaining myself :D Le Discipline Officer for scouts is ready to shout and boss around !! hehehehe xD
   So.. love me Not ;) *for now*