a different angle of life

   Yesterday was the last meeting for scouts and other clubs as well. Being the usual me who seems to always have a problem with transportation, getting to school was a problem that I faced frequently. For that I skipped most of my scout meetings after king's scout standardization camp. It's kinda sad, really. I missed out a hell lot.
   Anyways, one of my scouters sort of moved in to my area so hopefully transport for scouting activities shouldn't be much of a problem after this :)  And yes, I asked the dude (scouter) for a ride to school. We arrived at school at 8.15a.m (meeting starts at 8am -_-) . But it didn't really matter much since I can't be blamed for being late since the "boss" of the meeting was my driver. lol.
   So after one of the game , A girl from scouts (think she's form 1) asked me if I did king's scouts and yadayadayadayada ~ being the "good" senior I was, I answered her questions and persuaded her to take the challenge to achieve king's scout. My way of persuasion was nothing close to appropriate but meh :p watever :P it's for her own good to take king's scouts. But it wasn't that bad I guess.. I just told the girl that there were loads of hot dudes taking king's scouts and they were perfect gentleman (no lie there :P) lol, an immediate response came with an excited squeal . Go figure :P
    Next came the question on why was I late for meeting. And so I told her the "boss" told me he'd pick me up at 7.45 am but the damn dude came 15 minutes late -_- . Wanna know how she reacted?
"shoooo sweeeeet !!!" (said in an excited way as if she's watching a korean drama)
  And there was me who was still trying to understand how sweet relates to picking me up 15 minutes late . meh.. lol.  
    But to think about it, when I was that age, I'd be envious of some girls having seniors to fetch them and being the girl who was popular and close to a bunch of guy friends.I might be squealing in delight if it were to happen.
   And yet again, I thought to myself, I actually paid a price for what seemed like a fantasy back then to happen to me right now. The junior I was talking to probably won't know what I've gone through to be living the "little girl fantasy" . To ask them for favors wouldn't be easy if I haven't spent so much time with them in order to achieve king's scouts. The perception will never be the same as it were back then and rather than thinking that I have prince charming picking me up with a grand carriage or bachelors with limousines,  the current plain thought of having seniors giving me a ride is just a sign of how lucky I am to have comrades, peeps and buddies who are willing to give me a hand :)

 The me now would probably ditch prince charming for a proton filled with familiar faces and laughter . 
   
 Hopefully she's as lucky as I am :)  to understand the happiness that little girl fantasies never even came close to. It takes time, but eventually all will happen in time.

I PASSED KING'S SCOUT!

yep,it's 12 am right now (supposed to be sleeping) but yeah, got the letter from lembaga and

I PASSED KING'S SCOUT!!!!!!

YEP!! UH HUH~ I DID IT! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

CONCLUSION:tarot cards never lie :D 

i'm like so hyped up right now !!!!!!!!!! freaking happy sialllllll

possibilities

I've been thinking bout setting up another blog which maybe branches from this one. I just have to somehow make this a private blog since all my heart and tears somehow fills most of it,scratch that.I mean most of it. I've friends who are actually interested in my writing (more like essays and pov's and not my actual hand writing which looks like teenie-tiny ants. Since I have my deep dark secrets here, lol. Prolly will open up another page just for not-so-private stuff . Of course that is just for my friends,and it'll make them happy :) or should I get a tumblr instead? hmmn.. tough choice.
   Anyways, since people think my writing is hilarious and bat-shit crazy at times, I'm doing it for the sake of making people happy. Of course maybe gain loads of viewers and then get google advertisement and maybe even earn some cash.lol.  hahahahah, selfish thought no? But I'd need the money since I'd be spending loads of time prepping for future studies and I can blog non stop if only that certain inspiration comes flowing. But of course, there are circumstances where I am too lazy to even start my laptop.
    So how does one make a blog private ._. if you know,tell me. I prefer having the other blog to branch from this account,lazy to make another account. 

  Which reminds me, Just wrote an essay about MY LIFE TEN YEARS FROM NOW for my english paper. I'm quite happy with it but I'm not sure if teacher will like it. I just remember getting the paper and writing like a mad man in fear of getting raped by monkeys.(that went too far ._. )
So what did I write?  stuff. lol. hahahha.
   There were other choices as well, like
the best time of my life (I don't have that exp yet ._. ). 
money (nah,gave up on writing facts since I do that all the time ,wanted to try something new)
your neighbor (I don't really interact much with em folks..)
     and there you have
my life ten years from now (perfect since it's all about daydreaming and that's what I do best)
I'll post up the 3 paged essay if my branch blog is up :) or not ,considering It's so god damned long like grandmother story nia. :P New blog will prolly have some stuff copied from this main one since some crap that I wrote is actually good (I think =/ )