the inner debate : make up or no make up?

 And it's that time of your life when you are exposed and given a choice to wear make up and all sorts of questions flood into your head . Questions like.. do I really need make up? Is everyone wearing it? What's a mascara? When do I need to wear make up ..?

  And then there's the thoughts that some girls have , the theory that..
 
    What if I only wore make up when there was an event and not on a daily basis? That would show my other half that I can be very pretty if need be (due to the vast difference).

 I used to think like that too (lol) , and then I was kinda surprised by my own thoughts when my cousin told me about how she wished she could surprise her other half with the theory above. This thought just went through my head and it actually made sense to me (I don't know bout you)

  that very thought:

  Why wear make up for that one guy? (not getting it?)
 Lemme rephrase that :
                                          Why look beautiful for a guy?

See the bigger picture now?

   We should look beautiful for ourselves. Not for vanity of course but for the pure fact that it boosts one's confidence and in the shitty reality.. it helps us the with the social networking . But the point is, wearing make up should enhance one's self value and confidence, not a layer of shield that you live under your whole life. Due to the influence of the fashion industry and entertainment industry, most girls are under the impression that they are simply not pretty enough. Thus causing the trauma of refusal to go out without make up. 


  Though I can't do much about that, I do sincerely hope I don't get burdened by the need to be drop dead gorgeous all the time just to keep up with others. All in all, The saying that beauty is only skin deep stays true. A person's beauty would only matter for the first few decades of their lives, A person's inner beauty will last as long as they live.

conclusion?

It's all up to you. It shan't make much difference for your love life because eventually, you gotta remove all those layers of stuff on your face .
Make up doesn't make you beautiful, it makes you pretty.
     Your soul is what makes you beautiful,
            Your personality is what makes you attractive.

 Of course confidence is the main "make up product" that hasn't been in the market yet. But does it matter if you're not as pretty as a magazine cover girl? remember that you are attractive and beautiful. Being pretty is optional and totally up to you.

no make-up

tad bit of make up

make up on mah eye brows? 

                                   

meh :P if you can't be pretty, you gotta be funneh :P
(result of being too lazy to apply the rest of the make up)

High on music

   Confession time ~~~~

I admit that... I am very attached to music somehow.

yep. Thats my oh so great confession :P

You know how you get attached to one genre at a time? Guess what I'm attached to now.
 
  *drumroll please* ....

                                         no drumroll?  ._.
nevermind  -_-

As of late, I'm hooked on EDM. lol. And the usual pop music. In some way,

I feel like hugging +Avicii , +Katy Perry , +Imagine Dragons , +Lady Gaga  and etc badly for their awesome music.  

No I am not obsessed (no doubt emotional) :P

ADVISE TIMEEEEEEEE

DO..  
             Listen to Good music, music that makes you happy (happy with

yourself. happy with your life)
         
DON'T
             Listen to songs that make you depressed or loose confidence in your self.
   
It can eat you ALIVE slowly . (no joke, there's a case back in the days where lots of people committed suicide after listening to a track named - Gloomy Sunday)

And don't forget to enjoy life :)
yes, those are my feet :P

Just a thought : does young love exist?

 Been watching loads of movies and dramas lately, it just struck me that most of the main characters are in their teen years (some even younger than me) and they are truly madly deeply in love. Which brings to another thing, I realized I don't believe how true it is. Well, in all honesty, I don't believe most of it. It feels like love is ruled by hormones during our teenage years. Does it exist or is it just a game played by our hormones? Are we truly capable of it?
  When I look around, I feel as if I'm left out whilst others are already talking about their 2nd or 3rd relationships. (But relationships shouldn't be hurried,yeah, I know :P) I'm just waiting for someone to embark this journey with me, we'd either sink or go far. But I highly doubt the latter somehow. It feels surreal, like some cheesy chick flick. All in all, I might as well not board the ship in the first place.I'm sure the world has much to offer other than chapters from a love story. Who am I kidding, I belong somewhere in a confucius book full of etiquette and unspoken rules. To be someone who values family honor more than her life.
  But honestly, the events that could happen feels surreal somehow. I highly doubt it would happen but who knows? I've always lead a dramatic life somehow up till this point.

if I were to sink, I'd sink in style

Life lessons : I know a lot, and yet I know nothing

  Went to grandma's place today. As soon as I set foot in her house, immediately I was handed tasks and questioned whether or not I was hungry at least once every 15 minutes or so. Typical grandma x)
The task of the day was to harvest some long beans from her backyard farm. She kept on going about how I never picked a vegetable before in my life and yep ._. TRUE DAT. My grandma learnt some english today as well, from me? NOPE. my nephew was screaming at the eggplant (stands in front of the vegetable and literally screaming EGGPLANT!!!!!)  it actually looked like he was blaming the eggplant for being purple. lol.

   After long beans I was sent to pick some more vegetables that grew at the top of the stem. With a stool and my grandma's supervision, I was to tip toe - stretch - grab - repeat. Just as I grabbed the last one and took a good look at it, I saw a mini spider-like black stuff on that particular vegetable, I threw it away like it was the plague since I thought it was insect eggs. My grandma just stared at me started laughing at me while telling my mom how I shuddered and mistook vegetable seed for insect eggs. lol. Made fun of by two generations. GREAT. JUST GREAT. -_-

   Anyways, grandma shared some life lessons such as "Don't ask man for food, ask the earth for food"
It actually made sense doesn't it? :3

yes, that's my mom xD