ugh...problematic tears..

  The problem with me, i cry easily when i watch something i think is sad or just beautiful. LOL, think my future best friend or partner must bring plaster and tissue with him wherever we go :'), i'm accident proned :P

 saw this video just now on youtube, tears streamed down my face without me noticing ,ugh... note to self* must not watch sad movie with friends... reputation gone... >.< !!

the oba-san inside is just so strong T^T... its so.... touching  T^T !!

XPDC usj :D

Today , we had usj expedition. #scouts ;'). Was tiring but awesome as well :D i was one of the facilitators. We walked bout 12km and the members that joined did the quests prepared at each checkpoint.*sounds like amazing race Asia xD. The whole journey was nice but kinda plain.Not much happened, the scouters/scout teacher went by car,2 seniors /facilitators went with us the whole way by bike. When we crossed the road, each of them would take one side and stop the cars and let us cross safely, damn nice right? :D but kinda pity them , they had to lift the bicycle and walk up the stairs when we have to use the bridge .New experience for today: sat on a flyover xD damn weird ;D
We stopped by a field by 12 and started fire, lunch is served x) hope I can survive for the 80km expedition next week :P.

Tiring day..

Went for scouts today, since I'm taking king scouts .My seniors are briefing us on what we have to do or be cautioned about on our camp next week. The seniors are kind,fun and good looking as well xD felt like getting personal attention for the first time when they briefed and shared experience one by one . Lol,yes I made a fool out of myself but :P who cares? they're my brothers xD a girl scout *pandu puteri* dragged me around and started 'strangling' *just playing *~ me. Scout seniors were like.. Dont bully my scouts la !!! lol~ damn fun~

Anyways ,helped sis with moving her study room upstairs and proceeded printing my stuff with her printer.guess what? The friggin thing isn't working =.=.. I was so mad and sad I almost cried..*O.o... Y u so scary?o scare myself..* thing was that I wanted to finish up my assignment..and now I can't...stupid printer..made me emo..

breaking the ice :')

there are lots of people in this world, I had this thought before.
was there anyone who was friends with everyone?
It'll be a good thing right? But at the same time,you won't be able to have privacy or any secrecy :(. THe main key of breaking the ice*according to my own experience * is to start by drawing their attention ,make a fool out of urself OR start with finding same interests *i.e kpop,anime and so on,it's best to know at least a bit* OR just say hi or start with some cheesy line~ by far,I think the making a fool out or urself I the most useful xD
Anyways, I think language is also another major key . Language makes the person feel comfortable . As for me: I kinda avoid using Malay too much .
It's not that I don't like it...I tend to speak bahasa pasar ,which makes me sound like a gangster whenever I speak .not to mention my friggin scary tone xD

selfish-ness

Somehow i feel so selfish every time i blog. I mean.. the whole blog is bout me.. Anyways,shrugging that thought off. Loads of stuff changed this past 2 years since i transfered, Kinda grateful that i transfered :D y?long story :P
    but yeah , recently been talking to friends bout all the probs with teens nowadays. Just flipping over the newspaper and what you see is girl getting raped, running away from home, captured, and etc.Not only girls but boys doing drugs and raping girls too.I mean, just because those people are going through all that doesnt mean i'll do the same thing mom....i mean, do i look like i'm that stupid to go clubbing in a miniskirt and tank tops with a group of dudes at the age of 13? Seriously, i lose my chances of going out with friends because of them.

   There was this one time i wanted to go karaoke with a bunch of friends, LOL,the next day ,headline "GIRL RAPED IN KARAOKE" someone put some pills into her coke and she passed out.LOL... why the heck? i wanted to go out so badly weyh.. I mean,if they were mature enough to think before they act, all those columns and extra spaces inside the news could be used to give information or raise awareness. A waste of time, i don't mean to be mean but ..yeah sure,they sangat kesian.. but still, society!!! not all of us are like that !!! T.T... stupid reputation ruined because of you guys..

nick names ;P

 hahahahhaa,everyone gets it :D i've got several.I'll just list out the top 3 :P

1.mojo jojo *my name is jojo :P or jojo circus comes around once in a while.
2.kimchi tomoyuki japanese spy *swt..ikr? lol,WTH,i juz transfered school n the dudes in my class gave me that nick name since i look like korean/japanese. LOL.they call me kimchi in short.During sports day march ,when im in the scouts and marching through..what i hear is .. "KIMCHI!!!, and i'm struggling to ignore it.."
3.mulan *yes mulan,the girl in disney cartoons.why? my eyes look liker the cartoon one.and yeah,there was this one creepy time when i was playing ping pong*double.  so he saw my reflexes *not boasting..it was just luck..  he was like,stunned and then the next thing he said was..whoah..famulan...
me:-,-... dude...u missed the ball!!!
him:o..sorry sorry..

LOL. :'3

earth probs :'/

ATTENTION,2012 -END OF THE WORLD.

O.O... i mean... no one wants the end of the world to come right? so what if it doesn't come this year? it's bound to come sooner or later. With Pollution and stuff going on,i doubt we can survive on earth any longer even if the end of the world doesn't come. When i was a kid ,i had this kinda naive idea.

   the earth is round right? why can't people split it into a hemisphere and stay on only one side of it? say they just leave the other side to grow and live? humans can do whatever they want on one side and leave the other side alone :) then what happens is that we can transfer some trees over to our side if the pollution is getting very bad or start doing modifications and change ourselves so that we don't harm the environment. 

don;t think it will work but there was this other naive idea too.*i was in primary school =P

when people burn stuff,why dont they have a place where they put lots of plants it and that place has a roof that doesnt allow carbon dioxide to pass through? when stuff is burnt inside,the plants/trees will absorb all the carbon dioxide =) *its just a thought.

one day,if i'm able to.i want to be like the woman in kenya.she started an organization and started planting trees all over kenya.From a mere desert,kenya became a place with loads of greenery after all their efforts. Maybe this could be my next goal for life after scouts :) hope people support me tho..

stuff i like :P

lol :P
-SHINee!!!! * kim jong hyun <3
-Scouts * T.T...tears of joy :')
-Sleep !! *duh ~ =P
 the three S xD   oh wow,what a coincidence :D
yeah yeah,im a girl. *tomboyish on the outside.but somehow weird on the inside xP!!
shut up people who take me as a dude !! Dx !! i'm a girl no matter what ,and its not wrong to like cute stuff :P!!!
but still.i don't get myself. it's like that time i went out with the f5's for mamak near school.
walks back to school...rustling sound by the trees,turns and sees a crow on a branch.

guys: it's a crow!!
me:cute!!!
guys:it's a crow..its black..
me:its so cute!!! don't be such a COLOUR-IST !! :P
guys:i guess..
me:so CUTEEE x3 
guys:okaaaay...swts..lets get back to school



I know.. LOL right? hahahahha~ the tomboy side of me cant believe it too . there's another funny thing,i try to deny the fact that i like pink.. i don't even know if i like it or not...but given stuff to choose from i'd most probably choose pink *swts.. shyt ... this is so against my image -.-''

 CHO-CO-LATE!!!!

LOL,so random.i kinda think strawberry is weird...

stupid stereotypes bout choc is for guys and strawberry if for girls xP!!

oh yeah...i love CATS :D hurt them and YOU D.I.E .

Die 

In 

Extreme 

 and i MEAN IT Dx ...

=) no worries :P

age..

I am 16.well actually 15 since my birthday is in August :P but theres this one thing,my sisters treat me like im as old as them and rarely understands my point of view.They'll think that because i seem mature,that i have rxperienced what they did before.for example, during chinese new year,i yearned to go visiting friends family , my sisters would just say
Aiya...so sien wan.why you wanna go? go melaka with me la~
me:i never try before ma...
example 2
i've always had my birthday celebrated at my tuition centre.Id buy a cake and celebrate it at tuition,practically after tuition sing happy birthday then eat cake then end of story.There was only one time i had a birthday party,i was 9 ,it wasnt much but still it was fun :)  but after that i never had a birthday party again.I look at my sisters childhood pictures,all of them seem to have birthday parties of their own.But still,even though not having  birthday party,i'd still wish someone would celebrate it with me.. i dont get it..is it too much?

    ugh.. anyways,loads of other situations like this~ my sisters would have a conversation with me and itll get pretty tensed up *i hate it when they attempt to ruin my view of the world or my dreams and attempt to change me.I mean... dafuq is wrong with u guys?! i'm just a kid!! dont kill my viewings!! T.T..  even though i am mature somehow,*as what they say* don't scold me because i made a mistake, i mean..IM JUST A FRIGGIN' KID YOU KNOW!!! i hate it when people *especially my siblings* compare me to other people, I am me. i don't  care if someone you know doesn't go for co-curicullar activities at all,i dont care if other people have no tuition and still get good marks, i dont care if some dumb biatch from the news runs away from home to be with her bastard boyfriend.

 i mean,first of all,i love to go for all there co_curricular stuff.Next,i'm not like them,i need to cope slowly, and one more, do i look that dumb to you? i'm not a dummy like those girls,runaways and stuff.wasting newspaper space,they could've used the extra space for some better uses xP!!!

x)

13 AUGUST 1996,MALAYSIA.
guess what? a cheeky little girl came to this world , ;) 
how would you judge if someone was beautiful? I never understood it =[  Not only beauty but others..
as a kid,loads of aunty uncles would say i look like japanese,as i grew older, my friends*newly met ones would ask me whether or not im korean/japanese, Its quite weird,how come no one ever asks me whether or no i am chinese? xD Since most of my friends now are "bananas",i speak english very often.And what happens is that when i start speaking chinese,some friends would stare at me with questioning eyes and say:
"YOU CAN SPEAK CHINESE?!?" 
"yeah...you dunno wan ah?"
"......"
"i look like "banana" meh?"
"eh...kinda..."
"lol..."


not only that,aunty uncles tend to get very surprised whenever i speak hokkien, i mean...LOL...
and there was this one time i went to a hawker stall near my school with my sis for lunch.uncle asked my sis what she wanted in chinese so my sis said


"uncle,i want wantan mee and barley"*in chinese
uncle:"okay" *turns around,looks at me.. "what do want?" *english
me: wo yao...=.= ..*how come uncle speak english suddenly?? i want fried rice. -.-lll
uncle:"very fast wan."


lol,uncle saw me in school u. directly change language d. i asked my friends why they thought i was jap/korean , some answers i got were..


3.you have pink cheeks,look like from cold country.
2.your eyes look korean/japanese
1.you have the aura, i felt that u were somehow like a jap/korean.


okaaaaaayy.... O,o.. one more was i had a small nose... theheck?! hahahahahhaha~ 
paradigms are so funny xD